Am I a pervert be honest?

Well I'm 32 but when I was 27 I made a big mistake which changed my life forever. My father died and that left me and my mother depressed. But my mother started taking her grief out on me by psychically and verbally abusing me. One night I came home from a party and my mother had all my things packed into three suitcases and she told me to never come back here again. So I was homeless for a couple of nights until I managed to get a job and a house. I then started playing this game called 'World of Warcraft' but that's when the problem happened because lots of teenage boys play that game and I would flirt with them and send them explicit messages on MSN and do explicit things on the webcam as well. I met this boy online who was 14 and I really like and I asked him if I could meet up with him and have . He agreed and told me to come on a day when his parents are away. So I drove to his house as it was only an hour away but when I arrived there lots of police surrounded my car and pointed firearms at me. I then said to them "you might as well shoot me as my life is now over and completely ruined" I then refused to leave the car so a police officer grabbed me and dragged me out of the car and handcuffed me. I was arrested and I served 5 years in prison and I was forced to register as a female offender which has ruined my life. Because no one will employ me for a decent job as I'm a registered female offender. Plus no man will date me either or be my boyfriend because they think I'm some sort of perverted paedophile when I'm not. I now have a job as a waitress and I live in a council flat so my life is sort of building back. But why did this evil child set me up?